Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Cross of Christ by Candlelight


It can be said--and truthfully so--that power (i.e., electricity) in the barrio is inconsistent. However, it seems that Wednesday evenings, during the study time at el Camino church, the power is pretty consistently non-existent. At times you wonder who "out there in electricity land" wields the power of the switch. Who out there is sitting with their finger on the power switch deciding when the power will flow and when--more often than not--when it won't flow. This remains a mystery.

Now, having said that, I do want to express a certain appreciation for those electricity-free bible studies. There is a certain bonding or unifying element that comes with a candlelit room...where the light from each candle is required to provide sufficient illumination. Over the past month, those gathering at the Wednesday night study have been reading through, thinking through, and challenging each other through a little book called The Cross Centered Life, by C.J. Mahaney. A great book (of Jabez dimensions...so not too demanding) with great content for group discussion, personal reflection, and life application. So, with this in mind, I jot this blog "Cross of Christ by Candlelight".

Recently we were discussing a chapter entitled "Breaking the Rules of Legalism" and I appreciated the following point Mahaney expressed. "It is important to understand that a legalist isn't just someone with higher standards or more rules than you. A lot of us wrongly stereotype a legalistic person as one who doesn't go to movies, or who thinks that music with a beat is evil. Legalism is much more subtle and serious than that. Here's a simple definition that I use: Legalism is seeking to achieve forgiveness from God and acceptance by God through obedience to God." Mahaney goes on to remind us that we are able to approach the Father only because of what Christ has done not because of what we have done or are doing. (Now, we can certainly have another discussion on the process of sanctification and how human agency--our actions--are part of that process...maybe in another blog).

The point is that to be justified before the Father I need nothing more than Christ--to be clothed in His righteousness. It can be tempting to want to add something to Christ's finished work in coming to the Father...to think deep down..but certainly not say!...that Christ's work just isn't quite sufficient. Oh, how completely sufficient it is. I invite you to pray with us in this: That the Spirit of God would melt our hearts to see that Christ's death and resurrection ALONE are sufficient to justify us before the Father. That we could boast in nothing other that the Cross of Christ. That Christ alone would be the light to our path and not the leanings of our own understanding or our own power--it is not only unreliable it is insufficient.

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

You Are Here...what....where is Here?


I like maps. It if fun to see where you are. Where "there" is. Where "here" is in relation to "there". Maps help to orient us and give us a sense of place.


Lately, I have felt a bit mapless. Not completely disoriented...just a bit displaced. "Mapmaker Mapmaker make me a map. Find me a Find. Map me a map." (Sorry, the tune came to me as I was walking this morning). Realizing that this is part and parcel of life, being in a new role, new culture...part of change....I haven't been too anxious about this space. Regardless of how expected something is, though, it can still feel a bit confusing, isolating, and displacing. Not the type of terms one loves to marinate in for too long. You can think "Oh, once I learn more about culture it will be better...I'll do that." "Oh, once I make more friends it will feel better...I can do that." "Oh, once I learn the language it will be a lot better...I will do that." Now these are good & important things to do. They are part of a process but not ends to be anchored on.


This morning I was remembering a time when my dad, sister and I went out moose hunting (sounds really Canadian). Ok, so brother and sister were more along for the ride given our age (hmmm...like 4 & 7...kinda guessing...but young) and limited hunting acumen we stayed back in the bush buggy. Now, I wish I could digress and just talk about the bush buggy and what a cool custom bush-trodding vehicle it was (dad's handiwork)...maybe we can dig around for a photo. Anyway, dad went out to call some moose and Cheri and I stayed back in the vehicle. After a while we got that panic-ish feeling of "where are we...we're alone". Now, we were totally fine and this is not a blog about being abandoned...Dad I know we were fine (smile). The point I am slowly arriving at is that Cheri and I decided we would "just sit here and cry". Overwhelmed (I suppose...I'm sort of recreating this in my head...it was a while ago) by our sense of unknowing and anxiety we just thought it would be best to "sit here and cry".


I was out for a walk this morning and I didn't say those exact words but just kinda felt like I wanted to "sit here and cry". Not because I was really sad or could even put my finger on the "whats + whys" of how I was feeling...just seemed like what might feel good. There is just a time when you feel mentally and emotionally congested and you just what to either figure out where you are, how to navigate the terrain....or maybe just sit and cry.


Ok, so I feel like I need to make a point...or just wrap this up. Here's the point: in life you will feel displaced & disoriented. There are times when you might have a sense of "way forward" or you may need to just pause and get your bearings. I feel like I need to pause and get my bearings. Currently on the Darin iPod has been a great sermon series on John by Keller (ala last Monday's link). I have been hit day after day by the reality of Jesus - Immanuel - God with us. This is a good starting point for getting bearings. The reality of God dwelling among us and not just saying "Hey, watch me, I am your perfect example...do as I do." But saying, "I know you can't do this thing called life on your own or figure it out....you weren't made to ...day in and day out I walk with you. You don't need to figure things out or get your act together in order to come to me. I have done it all....lived the life you couldn't live and died the death you should have died. Come and let me come." (I use the quotation marks loosely of course). This is wild. It just seems like Jesus would have felt such an unreal depth of being displaced. Coming to live among us, taking sin upon himself, and dying. Yet he did not pass the cup and exit stage right. He was about the will of His the Father


So, what does this mean for the displaced...those in this space between. I think it is saying, "Jesus, I can't do it. And it feels like so many things--everything. Come Jesus and you do your it."


Hmmm...I feel like that was a rushed and insufficient capturing of the inner-goings-on. However, I hope that if you feel displaced or disoriented you will be able to say (with your heart if not your mouth), "God come. Father, Son, Spirit, be in my midst....come."


D


Friday, July 11, 2008

Friday Link | Footsize?


So, considering the number of fellow world-dwellers there are, my lifestyle suggest there are 3.83 worlds to support my current lifestyle (I think I have that right).   According to the World Wildlife Funds' Ecological Footprint Calculator I am living beyond the world's means.  Weird...I don't heat my house, have consistent electricity or have disposable income for world-depleting gallivants.   I do try to buy local produce (except Granny Smith apples from Washington) and whenever possible I do try to recycle (however, the barrio has yet to implement a Blue Box program).  Today I even brought my own bowl to  buy morro so I wouldn't have to use sytrofoam.  

3.83 worlds?

Well, take a look at the quick & easy online survey HERE and let me know if you are more eco-friendly.  The least world-depleting person wins a steak dinner, a limo ride, and a gift card to a WAL-Mart Supercenter.

Piyamada (PJ Party)




I like to have fun.  I like to eat.  I like to hang out with friends.  I like to play games.  I like to watch movies.  All the better if they intersect.  However, last night they intersected in a less than usual context - a Piyamada (pajama party). Who new that young dudes in the barrio would want to have a pajama party!?  Ok, so the title"Piyamada" expresses the notion of Pajama Party but really it is more like "Hey, cool we can stay up late, eat tons of chips, pop, pizza, cookies and be smelly & hyper" (all while there is no power which means no fan to circulate the sweaty-heavy-boyish air in Darin's increasingly stuffy house...which is otherwise quite fresh and hygienic).   The first movie was about crazy, blood-thirsty sheep (from my perspective), had no subtitles, was in Spanish but barely audible.  The second was Hancock (yup, the not so official and more un-official "street vendor" version) which was in English with no Spanish subtitles.  Interesting situation given the not-so-bilingual audience.  But in true Piyamada spirit this was all ok and we had a great night.  It was  great meet a few new faces and have good guy time...including the boyish scents which are not so charming yet oddly required for a real good guy time.






Thursday, July 10, 2008

Thursday Link | Sabrina Ward Harrison


I like when things intersect.  Food + Friends + the Office (the show...or the workplace).   Barrio + Electricity + Internet.  Theology + Arts + Science. 

In this Thursday link I want to introduce you to Sabrina Ward Harrison where you see the inspiring intersection of Painting + Words + Photography.  My friend Calley introduced me to  SWH's  "Spilling Open" and I was hooked.  Plus SWH is a fellow Canadian.  Painting + Words + Photography + Canadian...need I say more. (ok, she works out of the States so some love to y'all in America). 

Not only do I love the content of Sabrina's work but the process it encourages.  There is an invitation to express what lies within, to be honest with self and others, an invitation to think, create, explore, reflect, challenge, and express.  I realize that for some, the words I just expressed might sound a bit goopy and artsy and self-helpish.  Just take a deep breath and check her site HERE.


Wednesday, July 9, 2008

Wednesday Link | Recipes for Life


I love food.  The process of buying ingredients, measuring, preparing, (not so much the waiting), the eating, the sharing.  The process of preparing and sharing food together is a rich and meaningful experience and integral to the Christian life. 

My friend Josh's mom, Lori, hosts a bible study for college (aged) girls that directly combines the process of shared cooking and eating with bible study.  What a combo.  All of the recipes they have made and enjoyed can be viewed at Recipes for Life (recipesforlife.org) by clicking HERE

Take a look (oh, the variety: Garlic Green Beans, Bryan's Puff Bars, Cheesy Monkey Bread!).  You may find that perfect recipe or maybe even be inspired to host a recipes-for-life-esque Bible study.  

Blessings as you share food & fellowship.


Tuesday, July 8, 2008

Tuesday Link | Makoto Fujimura

I was staying with friends, Alberta & Nancy Pedulla,  in NYC when I first heard about Makoto (Mako) Fujimura.  Albert had worked with Mako on an art instillation related to 9/11.  I was intrigued as I heard about and learned about Mako--his art and the initiatives he was involved in.  As a member of CIVA (Christians in the Visual Arts) I heard even more about Mako and quickly realized that within the Christian arts community he is certainly a "heavy hitter" but in the broader arts community he is known and his work is appreciated, admired, and respected...and valued.

Mako is Tuesday's link and I invite you to meet him HERE.

I hope your visit will be a mix of stimulating, informative, inspiring, and provoking.

D

Monday, July 7, 2008

Monday Link | Tim Keller

I love listening to (good) sermons on audio. Honestly, I don't say that with any pious vibe.  I really just like to listen to good teaching. Darin, do we detect a tone of "I really just don't like to read so listening is just easier".  Well, point remains: I like good teaching. 

So, if you do too, let me whole heartedly recommend to you the teaching/sermons of Tim Keller (Redeemer Presbyterian Church, NYC).  Awesome.  You will get such good teaching and be one-two punched (in a good way...seriously) with the reality of the gospel. Awesome.

Now, I must give a little love to some great Canadian preaching/teaching to by recommending (with the same whole heartedness) Darrell Johnson and Rod Wilson.  Again, awesome.  Go to the Regent College website HERE to follow up.  Darrell can also be found (free downloads!) at the Tenth Avenue Church site by clicking HERE.

Happy (blessed) listening.

Sunday, July 6, 2008

Bottoms Up


I feel like I'm in a space with thoughts of thoughts but slightly overwhelmed...or at least unsure (at this point)...of how to express them.  So, I will do the photographer thing and simply post a recent picture.

I also want to make a post each day this week with a link to something useful or interesting.  For great resources (in slick PDF files for download), I recommend visiting IJFM (International Journal of Frontier Missions).  There archive is full of interesting + helpful resources.

After I uploaded this post I realized I titled it "Bottoms Up" thinking the picture more clearly showed my friend drinking from the coconut.  Hmmm....sounds kinda weird since their is no sign of or real reference to drinking...save my explanation right now...anyway writer's block persists so we'll stick with the title.

Friday, July 4, 2008

Happy 232nd USofA!

Friends in the USA and American friends abroad...I wish you a day filled with fireworks, parades, BBQ's (grillin' out), patriotism, and Red, White & Blue.  I tip my coffee-filled Chick-fil-A mug to you and celebrate this your Independence Day  (sorry, that's as close to Americana as I can get...and I looked down and saw that I was enjoying my coffee from a Chick-fil-A mug.  Wait, I am actually wearing Levi's and an American Apparel T-shirt...I feel the spirit of the 4th).

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

Happy 141st Canada!

Happy Canada Day everyone!  For international readers (do I have any??)  Canada Day is, well...always July 1st...and marks the confederation of Canada as a country.  For a real "official" description you can click HERE.  To all y'all in my home and native land I wish you a night full of fireworks, good (necessary adjective) Canadian music and lots o' good Canadian treats (don't know if organic, crunchy peanut butter qualifies but I could go for some right now).